Upset as fuck and don’t know how my eyes could still look this killer. Guess a bit of red brings out the green
Dinner party tonight with one of my best friends and the bf. Super excited. Dressed nice just because I felt like it…
Digging my hair like this :)
Guys I went to Disney and it was the greatest experience of my lifee
Can’t stop with dem selfie doe….
Everything was pretty spot on today except for my hair. But everyone needs one of those days. Wasn’t gonna bother with my hair for errands when I was gonna workout right after.
Cardio done, dinner time, and lifting time later.
Hopefully Skyping scott tomorrow. Less than 2 weeks til I see him and less than 3 until I’m at school!!
I find out in….4-6 days if I got a full time offer :) let’s get pumped!!
#endrant
First selfie in a while since I cracked my screen. The wedding was fabulous inspiration for continuously reusing the outfit and hair for work lololol
And now it’s time for this girl to sleep. 10 hour days with no lunch break (my own choice I guess; too much work) and three hours of commuting and then deciding to workout is quite tiring.
Almost done though!!
Weekends are my favorite
Day 2, the actual wedding! Was the most amazing night :)
Sup bitches
Got to play with my favorite pup today :) (sadly I forgot to save the adorable picture we took)
A little bit shorter than expected but still happy with it :) strange to think about how long my hair was less than a year ago. Love it both ways but very happy with shorter hair.
UGH LOOK HOW CUTE HE IS
Slowly loving this photo despite my face haha
Dem legs doe

Today was my day off. Completely off, not worrying about how much I ate or drank. Not writing it down for once. I still was mostly good but I’ve been drinking and aubrie and I had a ton of drinks.
I had a completely breakdown yesterday. I’ve been anxious about my upcoming job, travel, my family, my boyfriend, and I’ve been pushing everyone away. This has been so needed. I’m so happy right now. Yeah I’m super bloated and I didn’t workout today but mentally I feel great. I miss my boyfriend but he’s with friends which is amazing since he feels so alone there. The people aren’t the people he’s used to and he doesn’t feel very happy or comfortable there. Soon enough we will talk and he makes me happier than anything in the world. That sexy, handsome man.
So yes sometimes you need to take a day off. Sometimes, regardless of the calories or any of that, you need a YOU day. My constant workout and calorie counting has been stressing me out, adding on to everything else.

Remember, above all YOU come first. You are a wonderful person and you deserve the best mental health you can have. Love yourself for a day. Take your best friend out on an amazing date. Take yourself on an amazing date! One day won’t ruin everything you’ve worked for, just remember that.

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…still diggin it
Now just have to find a brand thag makes this color without it smudging…
(Now that I know I can~to my belief~pull off a red lip)